Natalie Portman’s rise to fame wasn’t just about landing iconic roles; it was also about navigating the uncomfortable realities of Hollywood’s gaze.
At a young age, Portman found herself sexualized, particularly after her role as Mathilda in Léon: The Professional. The controversial relationship between her character and Jean Reno’s hitman stirred discomfort and fueled unwanted attention.
n her confession to Jenna Ortega in Interview Magazine, Portman shared how she struggled with the public perception of her, explaining, "I think there’s a public understanding of me that’s different from who I am."

As a child on screen, she felt "scared" by the sexualization she experienced, admitting that "I was really sexualized, which happens to a lot of young girls onscreen." Reflecting on her feelings, she said, "Sexuality is a huge part of being a kid, but I wanted it to be inside of me, not directed towards me."
To protect herself, Portman decided to adopt a serious, studious persona. She believed that by presenting herself as smart and focused, she would shield herself from unwanted attention. In her mind, if she crafted this image, people would leave her alone. However, as she later admitted, this approach caused a disconnect between her real personality and the way others saw her. Despite her playful and silly nature, people continued to perceive her as a serious, bookish individual.